sorry I might not make a lot of sense but I thought of a few more things....
I need friends that don't mind reaching out to me because I just can't.. I am not able to issue invitations, reach out, ask for help, tell people when I need someone, etc.
I wish my husband cared enough to give me attention, to do something when I am doing things that hurt me (and he knows it), etc. I need a partner that cares.
I can't reach out, I can't make phone calls or answer calls, rarely. I need friends that doesn't care when I withdraw.....but reaches out, shows up, does thing that show they love me despite that.
I need friends that understand when I get hurt and love me anyway. That will ignore what I saw, show up and just now me. When I'm so hurt and then I feel like I'm ignored it really makes my feelings intensifies.
I need friends that understand the issues with Meag.
I need friends that reach out.....that don't just ignore me, make other plans for weeks and nothing with me.
I wish I had a good marriage like I used to.
I hate myself so much.
I need you......will you be my friend? Will you be the friend I need? Or am I asking too much? :-(
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